it tastes absolutely disgusting. the only way i can consume it is by putting the laundry detergent-like powder into a chocolate shake. whatever. ok, but seriously....this new weight control program could end one of two ways:
Lets hope my body takes to the extra calories well. 
ok, so i am a little late jumping on the "mcdreamy train," but seriously? i mean...the man is beautiful. shan, you would be happy to know that now i am finally getting into greys. i know. it took me like a year of you saying it the "best show" and blah blah blah, but really...it is. obviously i need to start with season one and work my way up to really understanding everything going on this season in full detail. i mean...i have the time for it (lets be honest). i am thinking a marathon next week. 
little cynda is gettin hitched next month, so of course we had to throw a shower! it was mostly all the mormon mothers, so it was up to me and stacie to provide the scandalous gifts. my sister-in-law stacie made all the decorations - arent they adorable?! she is quite the crafty woman. my grandma even made it to bako for the occasion. the food was fabulous and all in all i think little cynda had a good time. next....the wedding!!ha! did i make you all nervous? like i was really going to blog about that. anway...ok, so i really did. with dee caspary in my dream last night. i am sure all of you are like....um who? dee caspary is a dancer/choreographer, and TOTALLY straight. we used to take master classes from him at west coast dance explosion and he has quite the reputation for hitting on anything in tights. it was so random that he would even cross my mind, as it has been like 5 years since i have even seen him. but i thought it was hysterical nonetheless. and it got me thinking about how EVERYONE totally kisses the most random people in their dreams and NEVER talks about it. is it really that "ta bu?" i really dont think so, but maybe it is really just me (obviously since i am dedicating a blog post to it). anyway, i dare each of you to comment with the most random and ridiculous person you have ever made-out with in your dreams!
p.s. here is a link to dee teaching combos at a dance studio in la. how crazy that a straight man could move like this!
p.s. none of the peeps in the pics above were people i was referring to as "dreading to see." obviously i wasnt going to take a big "class of 2002 reunion" shot. and isnt caitlin's dress beautiful? LOVE that girl - she was a GORGEOUS bride.
i know. i know. i was so disappointed with her comeback performance, but i always did say that i loved the song. seriously though - love the cd. i quite literally cant get it out of my head, and couldnt be happier about it. 
kindergarten picture.
yes, that is me in the back left corner dressed as "lady liberty" for halloween. this was seventh grade and i was obviously very cool.
i am the bird. and my two friends, who will remain anonymous are a deer and a zebra. classic dance show costume - love it.
belive it or not, this is my senior year prom dress. classy lady.
when i first saw spence i joked that i hoped we would end up at the temple that night together and slow dance in the parking lot (like an actual first date my friend emily went on at byu-i - creepy). but john and shelly were doing a session and we were meeting back up with them, so ironically, we REALLY did end up at the temple that night. so, i made him slow dance with me just for kicks. awkward and i love it.
here is my official shout out post to my friend doolittle. lets just say my life back in b-town would not be the same without this woman! this picture represents how we feel trapped in our lives - just kidding. it is actually from when she came to ny this fall. i absolutely love doo because she is so real - i truly cherish my friendship with her. most of all bc she is so strong and constantly inspires me to be my best self. i love you doo! cant wait for our partaayyy in palm springs this weekend, bia!Bella does this new thing where she holds her breath and squeezes her fists and it is absolutely hilarious. I filmed a little bit of it while visiting her this weekend in Vegas...
ok...so most of you are probably like..."what the?" But I am having this serious obsession lately with Queen. "Somebody to Love" came on the radio tonight and I was seriously rocking out. It was embarrassing. Then when I googled pictures of them, I was even more embarrassed. And now that I ACTUALLY blogged about it is seriously embarrassing. But honestly...who doesnt love a good "Bohemian Rhapsody" every once in awhile? Mine has maybe been just a little too frequent lately. 