i want one.

ok. seriously - how freakin cute?! i mean honestly? i just keep looking at this and thinking i want a yorkie. i do. bottom line. thats what i want. most of you are probably like...um what? i thought you didnt like dogs. well, i dont...really. after being attacked by brandon ott's golden retriever in kindergarten, i was traumatized. not only that...dogs tend to smell...and lick. ewww. i really dont like being licked...by anything. but, i was visiting the wee a couple days ago and met teddy. teddy is the most loving little yorkie i have ever met. he did not smell and he didnt drool or lick (that much). i was seriously taken aback by my feelings for this creature. i mean...teddy knows tricks. like how to shake. not only that...dogs are ALWAYS there. he was just so happy to have me there visiting. he fell asleep on me. he is loyal. a dog could really be MY constant companion....for eternity. all dogs go to heaven, right? and i can dress him up and he wont complain. im getting one. not soon...but eventually.

oh yea...and i bought this.

it tastes absolutely disgusting. the only way i can consume it is by putting the laundry detergent-like powder into a chocolate shake. whatever. ok, but seriously....this new weight control program could end one of two ways:

Lets hope my body takes to the extra calories well.

yet again...another crush

ok, so i am a little late jumping on the "mcdreamy train," but seriously? i mean...the man is beautiful. shan, you would be happy to know that now i am finally getting into greys. i know. it took me like a year of you saying it the "best show" and blah blah blah, but really...it is. obviously i need to start with season one and work my way up to really understanding everything going on this season in full detail. i mean...i have the time for it (lets be honest). i am thinking a marathon next week.

ps. saw enchanted with pd in it. he is darling.

a bridal shower

little cynda is gettin hitched next month, so of course we had to throw a shower! it was mostly all the mormon mothers, so it was up to me and stacie to provide the scandalous gifts. my sister-in-law stacie made all the decorations - arent they adorable?! she is quite the crafty woman. my grandma even made it to bako for the occasion. the food was fabulous and all in all i think little cynda had a good time. next....the wedding!!

so i made out...

ha! did i make you all nervous? like i was really going to blog about that. anway...ok, so i really did. with dee caspary in my dream last night. i am sure all of you are like....um who? dee caspary is a dancer/choreographer, and TOTALLY straight. we used to take master classes from him at west coast dance explosion and he has quite the reputation for hitting on anything in tights. it was so random that he would even cross my mind, as it has been like 5 years since i have even seen him. but i thought it was hysterical nonetheless. and it got me thinking about how EVERYONE totally kisses the most random people in their dreams and NEVER talks about it. is it really that "ta bu?" i really dont think so, but maybe it is really just me (obviously since i am dedicating a blog post to it). anyway, i dare each of you to comment with the most random and ridiculous person you have ever made-out with in your dreams!


p.s. here is a link to dee teaching combos at a dance studio in la. how crazy that a straight man could move like this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5lN1Ftl850

am i at my 5 year reunion?

so maybe i was dreading going to my friend's wedding just a little bit. i just knew what would be there - everyone that i did not want to see from high school. not that i dont like these people, its just that...well, do i really need to explain? i am sure everyone can relate in some way. anywhooo...i was totally expecting the worst and not looking forward to all the awkward convos that i would have. surprisingly...it was REALLY fun. although, shelbey always gets irritated that i act like it will be so weird and then i tend to thrive and love these events. whatever. oh - and everyone really drunk at the end, freak dancing like prom 2001 all over again, was seriously the icing on the cake.

p.s. none of the peeps in the pics above were people i was referring to as "dreading to see." obviously i wasnt going to take a big "class of 2002 reunion" shot. and isnt caitlin's dress beautiful? LOVE that girl - she was a GORGEOUS bride.

obsessed.

i know. i know. i was so disappointed with her comeback performance, but i always did say that i loved the song. seriously though - love the cd. i quite literally cant get it out of my head, and couldnt be happier about it.